First of all, I guess that I am officially back! I took quite a break from blogging! It was definately not that I did not want to, but more along the lines of that I couldn't find the time or energy. So, you might ask how I am going to find the time and energy to do it, now. Well, I am not quite sure if I will or can, BUT I am most certainly going to try! I'm hoping to start back blogging in order to vent about AND share the many events of our lives. In the past, I've been really honest in my blogs. Some find it interesting and funny. Others may just find it simply boring. Sometimes it might also sound as if I am a complainer. Whatever it is I think, I pretty much say, and, for me, that makes blogging worth it!!! It's MY time!!! So...HERE IT GOES...
I'm sure that many are most interested in our current news. Yes, it's true. I am pregnant AGAIN. WOW...that's pretty much the reaction I get. It's funny because I've said that most people seem confused as how to react. They don't know if they should congratulate me or say that they are really sorry!!! That doesn't bother me...I totally get their reaction...you might be interested as to how I reacted.
Well, I was still out for summer vacation...enjoying my last few days of freedom. I had that strange feeling that something was NOT right, and I KNEW that I was. A trip to WalMart, confirmed my...well...fears. Yep, I wouldn't say that I was overjoyed, but a small part of me was a bit excited. Cody was more shocked than I. I had already come to terms with it, as I KNEW in my mind that I was. I was definately not optimistic that I would carry the baby for long, almost certain that I would lose it immediately. Afterall, I had not taken any medication as I had with the twins. So, the many weekly visits to the doctor began, and, presently, we have a very healthy 12 week baby.
We are excited but truly anxious. We have had a very blessed but tough 8 months with the twins. Adjusting to motherhood and fatherhood with TWO, has been trying. I remember when I first found out the news, I cried. I felt like we had just turned a corner with the twins. Both are so healthy and happy now. They can entertain themselves. We are about to start all over. The babies will be only 15 months apart. Finanacially, we are a little concerned, as well. We have quickly learned how expensive babies can be, and, well, adding one more definately does not make things easier or cheaper!!! Physically and emotionally, I am already drained, so I am somewhat concerned about that. I keep telling myself, though, that God will not put anything upon us that we can not handle. Plus, the kids will be a little older, and one baby has to be easier than two at once!!! Cody tells me that we can do anything...and I know deep down that we can. I thank God for Cody...he is such a good daddy, and he supports and helps me more than anyone could ever imagine.
For now, that's about all. I will post additional blogs later today to update on the kiddos and life working.
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