OK...it's 9:30 and I am finally done with all of the school work and tasks for the day...except making bottles...but we'll let Cody handle that one.
Today was a rough and long day. I left early to get things that I had left undone on Friday...leaving with Cameron giving me the sweetest smack on the lips...so...yes...I left crying, which is not an unusual was to start my day! We had a meeting until 5:00, so I didn't get home until dark. Then started the dinner making and so on. So, how much time did I have with the kids???...oh...about thirty minutes. Sooo....you can imagine that I am not in the best of moods.
To top things off, Cody asks me, "Why do you have to be like that...always negative???" Geez...I WONDER.
I know that I should be counting my blessings...and I do...but I must admit that lately I am a bitter soul. I pray often for the Lord to help me with this, but it always seem that I end the day mad at the world.
I'm tired, bitter, and...well...longing for things that I can't have.
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